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Is there a Sterek fic out there where Derek (or Stiles) gets put under by some spell or djinn?  Kinda exactly like that one Supernatural episode? I’ve got this little mental story I’ve been mulling, and I was wondering if anyone has written anything like it.  My mental delusions go a little like this (briefly… ish):

Derek gets put under, the gang finds him, but he won’t wake up.  Deaton’s seen this before and knows someone has to go in and get him to let go (also kinda like that one episode of the 4400).  In my mind it’s Scott who goes in, and finds himself now in his late twenties.  He discovers that Derek’s in dream world there are no werewolves or hunters, so his family is alive and well.  But to Scott’s surprise, everyone is happy, not just Derek himself; because Derek actually cares a great deal for all of them and all he really wants is their happiness.  Oh, and he’s living with Stiles of course.

Scott struggles for weeks to convince Derek of his old (and real) life and to let go of this world, and of Stiles.  He hates to do it, he’s never seen Derek, or really anyone else, this happy and content, and it kills him to end it.  But Derek is dying and they need him back.

Eventually Derek gives in and wills the illusion to end.  Everything begins to fade away until only Stiles remains, it tears Derek apart to let him go but he can’t hold onto him any longer and eventually even he dissolves.  As the illusion dissolves his old memories reassert themselves, much to Derek’s dismay, and he remembers all that he’s lost and that which he never even had.

Though weeks, or even months, went by in the illusionary world, only a few minutes passed in reality.  The illusion is meant to give the victim a complete and happy life in the span of the few days it takes them to die in reality.  Scott wakes first.  He has only a few minutes to mourn the passing of that paradise, and inform the group of the world in which Derek was living.  Of the family Scott now knew so well but never really met, the children they all had that were never really born, and the love he saw between Derek and Stiles that never really was.  He told them of the happiness Derek secretly wished for them all, and though he tried to fight it, he cried for the loss of the world that wasn’t even his.

Eventually Derek wakes.  He remembers everything now, but it is still a shock to see everyone so young again.  His eyes fall on Stiles, the man that was his now a boy that never will be.  He remembers the love he used to see in that face, now all he sees is shock and disbelief.  Scott is there, the only one who truly understands what Derek has lost, the pain on his face as clear as on his own.

Time goes by and Scott is a rock by Derek’s side, helping him through the pain.  They reminisce about the world that never was and the things that never happened.  Derek still can’t be around Stiles, it hurts like nothing he’s ever felt before.  Eventually Scott asks if Derek loved Stiles because of the illusionary world, or if the illusion put him with Stiles because he loved him.  Derek doesn’t know anymore.  He can’t remember if the feelings came before or after.  But he’s pretty sure the love happened because of the illusion, but the yearning existed first.

One day Stiles shows up at Derek’s door.  He looks nervous; Derek hates that Stiles is nervous around him. They talk.  For hours.  Derek tells Stiles everything and Stiles just listens.  When Derek finishes Stiles is silent.  Then he turns to Derek and says, “That wasn’t me.  I know you wish it was, but it wasn’t.”  

“I know,” is all Derek can say.

“In that world, you said you asked me out when I was 23.” Stiles says, a smirk growing on his lips. “Well, this is the real me, age 17 years and 4 months, 16 days and-” he glances at his phone “14 hours.  And this is the real me asking the real you out for real coffee.  Or real pizza.  Hell, I’ll eat real raw deer with you if I have to!  That world of yours was ridiculous, Sourwolf.  You think I’d wait 6 years for you to ask me out?  FAAAAKE!”

Derek was stunned into silence.  He looked at the boy next to him, beaming with unadulterated eagerness and he knew he was serious.  Without thinking, Derek pulled Stiles into his arms and kissed him with all the passion he’d ever felt.  And in that moment, even after everything that has happened to him, he’d never been happier.

So… that was longer than I menat but… anyone write anything like that?

onemanshighfashionblog:

isnt it ‘curious’ that Dumbledore is gay and his wand looks like anal beads

OH SHIT

sheisahopelessromantic:

marrymyface:

bisexual guys are assumed to be secretly gay

bisexual girls are assumed to be secretly straight

both are assumed to secretly like men

see what i’m getting at?

 #men in society: forever believing that the world revolves around their dicks #talk about egocentricism

Whoa.  I’ve never thought of it like this.  Trippy.

(Source: daryancrescendshair)

ilikeyoassbutt:

jamandbees:

elphabaforpresidentofgallifrey:

merelyafleshwound:

luciferisasexybagofdicks:

iepidemic:

hotapplestrider:

twelvejammiedodgers-andafez:

on a scale of one to invade russia in the winter

how bad is your idea

rejecting hitler from art school

holy shit

electing george bush twice

hooking up with taylor swift

giving the westboro baptist church internet access

sleeping with Sam Winchester

fuck

calikitty13:

justkati9508:

fantaween:

wait guys i may not be that much in the doctor who fandom

but if we have people who can read and write circular gallifreyan

and we know what the doctor’s name in circular gallifreyan looks like

why don’t we just… translate that to english…?

I HAVE WONDERED THIS FOR SIX MONTHS BUT I NEVER SAID ANYTHING BECAUSE I FIGURED THAT SOMEONE WOULD HAVE DONE THIS ALREADY.

ONE OF YOU GET ON THIS NOW!!